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• James227

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  #17 by James227 一月 27 ’26 at 01:52
  Babcia Halina zawsze powtarzała: „Nie dostaje się nic za darmo, synku. Świat tak nie działa”. Przez 28 lat życia uważałem to za świętą prawdę. Aż do tego weekendu, który miał być najnudniejszym w historii. Moja dziewczyna wyjechała, przyjaciele zajęci, a za oknem siało takim marznącym deszczem, że nawet pies nie chciał wyjść.

  Przeglądałem internet z poczuciem rosnącej frustracji. W końcu, z nudów, kliknąłem w artykuł o strategiach oszczędzania. Na dole strony, jako osobny box, była promocja. „100 darmowych spinów bez depozytu”. Coś takiego oferowało vavada. Uśmiechnąłem się z politowaniem. „No właśnie, babciu. Darmowe. Pewnie, że darmowe” – pomyślałem. Ale te pięć minut do przodu i tak nie miałem nic do roboty. Postanowiłem sprawdzić ten haczyk.

  Zarejestrowałem się. Bez podawania karty, bez depozytu. Po prostu mail i hasło. I rzeczywiście, po weryfikacji, na koncie pojawiła się informacja: „Masz 100 darmowych spinów”. Czułem się jak oszust, który właśnie wszedł do czyjegoś domu i czeka, aż go wyrzucą. Warunek był jeden: spiny trzeba było użyć na jednym, konkretnym automacie. „Sweet Bonanza” – nazywał się. Cukierkowa landia, tęczowe misie, winogrona wielkości piłek. Estetyka tak słodka, że aż mdła. Ale co mi tam. To był eksperyment społeczny, a nie gra.

  Kliknąłem pierwszy spin. Darmowy. Kręciły się owoce. Wygrałem 2 złote. Hmm. Kolejny spin. 5 złotych. I tak przez kilkanaście razy. Małe, kilkuzłotowe wygrane. Nagradzało mnie jak psa smaczkami za sztuczkę. Mój sceptycyzm topniał z każdym kliknięciem. To było… zabawne. I faktycznie darmowe.

  Zużyłem może z 30 spinów, gdy stało się coś niespodziewanego. Na ekranie zastygły cztery bomby z tym samym symbolem. Rozległ się odgłos eksplozji. „BONUS ROUND: TUMBLE”. I wtedy zaczęła się lawina. Wygrane żetony spadały z góry, niszcząc kolejne rzędy symboli, które generowały nowe wygrane. Mnożniki rosły: x2, x5, x10… Licznik w prawym górnym rogu, który do tej pory ledwo drgał, oszalał. Skakał, jakby miał drgawki. 100 zł… 300… 800… 1500… Zatrzymał się na 4 200 złotych.

  Siedziałem na krześle w swoim mieszkaniu i nie wierzyłem. To były vavada darmowe spiny#mce_temp_url#. Dosłownie. Nie wpłaciłem ANI JEDNEJ ZŁOTÓWKI. A tu na koncie leżała suma, za którą mógłbym kupić porządny rower. Albo zestaw narzędzi. Alco nową lodówkę. Babcia Halina w grobie się pewnie przewróciła.

  Pierwsza myśl: to musi być błąd systemu. Druga: zaraz to zniknie. Ale nie znikało. Sprawdzałem regulamin. Te pieniądze były do wypłaty, po obróceniu ich określoną ilość razy. Resztę darmowych spinów wykorzystałem już z drżącymi rękami. Nie powtórzył się już żaden wielki wybuch, ale saldo urosło do 4 850 zł.

  To było najdziwniejsze uczucie w moim życiu. Nie zasłużyłem na to. Nic nie ryzykowałem. Po prostu z nudów kliknąłem w reklamę. A teraz miałem wirtualnie prawie pięć tysięcy złotych. Czułem mieszankę euforii i ogromnego zażenowania. Jakbym przypadkiem znalazł portfel i zatrzymał pieniądze.

  Postanowiłem spełnić warunki obrotu. Grałem dalej, już na małych stawkach, z tą wygraną jako kapitałem. To było surrealistyczne. W końcu, po spełnieniu wymagań, złożyłem wniosek o wypłatę. Całość. Myślałem, że będą problemy, że znajdą jakiś paragraf. Ale nie. Pieniądze przyszły na moje konto po trzech dniach. Przelew z dopiskiem „wygrana”.

  I wtedy zaczął się mój prawdziwy dylemat. Co zrobić z tymi pieniędzmi? Wydać na siebie? Czułem, że to byłoby… nie fair. To nie były moje pieniądze w tym sensie, w jakim rozumiała to babcia Halina. To był prezent od losu. A prezentów się nie sprzedaje, nie wydaje bezmyślnie. Trzeba je przepuścić dalej.

  Wtedy przypomniałem sobie o pani Zosi, starszej sąsiadce z parteru. Wdowie, która zawsze hoduje pelargonie na balkonie i z którą czasem rozmawiam o pogodzie. Wiedziałem, że ma problemy z kręgosłupem i że marzy o specjalnym fotelu ortopedycznym, ale go nie stać. Jego cena? Około pięciu tysięcy złotych.

  Nie myślałem długo. Poszedłem do sklepu medycznego, wybrałem model, zapłaciłem z tych pieniędzy. Resztę dołożyłem sam, żeby kwota była okrągła. Fotel przywieźli do pani Zosi następnego dnia. Powiedziałem, że to od spółdzielni mieszkaniowej, że wygrała w jakimś losowaniu, w które ja ją niby zgłosiłem. Jej łzy, jej niedowierzanie, ten uścisk… To była scena, która zapada w pamięć na zawsze.

  Kiedy wracałem do siebie, poczułem coś, czego nie czułem przy samej wygranej. Czułem spokój. I lekką złośliwą satysfakcję. Babcia Halina myliła się. Czasem świat jednak daje coś za darmo. Ale dopiero wtedy, gdy oddasz to dalej, ten prezent nabiera prawdziwej wartości.

  Dzisiaj, gdy przechodzę obok balkonu pani Zosi i widzę ją siedzącą w tym fotelu, uśmiecham się. I czasem, choć rzadko, wchodzę na tę stronę. Tylko po to, żeby sprawdzić, czy czasem nie ma znowu jakiejś promocji na vavada darmowe spiny. Nie po to, żeby wygrać. Po to, żeby poczuć ten dreszcz absurdalnej szczęśliwości. I żeby przypomnieć sobie, że czasem najpiękniejsze historie zaczynają się od czegoś, co wydaje się zbyt piękne, żeby było prawdziwe. A jednak.

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• James227

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  #18 by James227 二月 24 ’26 at 02:46

  I'm a firefighter. That's my job, my identity, my whole deal. I run into burning buildings while everyone else runs out. I've pulled people from car wrecks, resuscitated kids who stopped breathing, seen things that would break most people. It's a brotherhood, a family, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. But it's also a job that takes a toll, physically and mentally. The shifts are long, the trauma is real, and the pay, while steady, is nothing to write home about. I live in a modest house in a modest neighborhood, and I've never wanted for much. But last year, everything changed. My parents' house, the one I grew up in, the one my father built with his own hands, burned down. A faulty wiring in the attic, they said. Totally accidental, totally devastating. My parents got out safely, thank God, but they lost everything. Photographs, heirlooms, decades of memories, all reduced to ash and rubble. They were insured, thank God for that too, but the payout was barely enough to cover the basic structure. There was no money for the extras, the finishes, the details that made a house a home. My dad, a proud man who'd never asked for anything in his life, looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, "I don't know how we're going to do this." I wanted to help, desperately. They'd given me everything, and the thought of them spending their golden years in a stripped-down shell of a house was unbearable. But I didn't have the money. I had my own mortgage, my own bills, my own life. I could contribute a little, but not enough to make a real difference. I needed a miracle, or at least a very creative solution. That's when I thought about poker. I've always loved the game, played it with the guys at the firehouse for years. We'd have weekly games, small stakes, just for fun. I was good, not great, but good. I understood the math, the psychology, the importance of patience and discipline. And I'd heard about the new wave of online poker rooms, the ones that used Bitcoin and offered games with players from all over the world. A buddy at the station, a guy who was always into the latest tech, had mentioned a bitcoin poker casino#mce_temp_url# he'd tried, saying the competition was tough but the potential rewards were huge. I started researching. I spent my downtime at the station reading forums, watching strategy videos, studying the habits of winning players. I learned about bankroll management, about table selection, about the subtle art of reading opponents you can't see. I treated it like a new skill, something I could master with enough effort. The more I learned, the more I realized that this wasn't just gambling. It was a game of skill, and I had the potential to be good at it. I saved up a small bankroll, a thousand dollars, money I'd earned from overtime shifts. It was all I had, but it was enough to start. I found the platform my buddy had recommended, a site known for its competitive games and trustworthy payouts. It was exactly the kind of bitcoin poker casino I'd been looking for, with a huge variety of stakes and a player base that ranged from clueless amateurs to seasoned pros. I started at the lowest stakes, playing tight, disciplined poker, learning the rhythms of the online game. The first few months were a grind. I'd win a little, lose a little, my bankroll slowly growing as I improved. I studied my hands, analyzed my mistakes, and gradually moved up in stakes. By the end of six months, I'd turned my thousand dollars into just over five thousand. It wasn't life-changing, but it was progress. It was proof that I could do this, that I could compete. Then came the tournament that changed everything. The platform announced a major event, a "Million Dollar Guarantee" with a buy-in of five hundred dollars. It was more than I'd ever spent on a single tournament, but the potential reward was enormous. I decided to take a shot. I registered, took a deep breath, and settled in for what would be a very long day. There were over two thousand players. The tournament lasted for twelve hours. I played the best poker of my life, patient, aggressive, fearless. I survived the early levels, navigated the middle stages, and found myself at the final table with nine other players and a shot at the title. My heart was pounding as the blinds increased and the pressure mounted. One by one, the players fell. I made the final three, then heads-up against a guy from Canada who'd been playing professionally for years. The final hand was a thing of beauty. I'd been dealt pocket kings, a monster hand. He raised, I re-raised, he shoved all-in. I called instantly, and he turned over pocket queens. The flop came blank, the turn blank, the river blank. My kings held. I'd won. The first-place prize was just over two hundred and forty thousand dollars. I sat in my living room, the glow of my monitor the only light, and I couldn't move. Two hundred and forty thousand dollars. It was more money than I'd ever imagined. It was enough to rebuild my parents' house, to make it better than it was before, to give them back everything they'd lost and more. I cashed out immediately, the Bitcoin converting to dollars and landing in my bank account over the next few days. I called my parents and told them I was coming over. I sat them down at their kitchen table, in the temporary apartment they were renting, and I told them the whole story. I told them about the poker, the tournament, the final hand. And then I showed them my bank account. My mom cried. My dad just stared, speechless, and then he hugged me, a real hug, the kind that says everything words can't. We rebuilt the house. Not just a basic structure, but a home. We added a porch, a garden, a workshop for my dad. We filled it with new photographs, new memories, new love. It's better than it was before, a testament to resilience and family and the strange, wonderful ways the universe can provide. And every time I walk through that front door, every time I see my parents sitting on that porch, smiling, I think about that final hand, those pocket kings, and the bitcoin poker casino that made it all possible. It wasn't just about the money. It was about giving back to the people who gave me everything. It was about rebuilding not just a house, but a home. And that, more than any tournament win, is the real prize.

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• James227

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  #19 by James227 三月 14 ’26 at 11:22

   

  I was a bookbinder for forty-six years, which means I spent more time with things that were already written than I did writing anything of my own. That’s not a complaint, just a fact. My shop was on a narrow street in a city that had forgotten it was there, a place where the buildings leaned together like old men sharing secrets and the light came through the windows in the afternoon the way it had come through for a hundred years. I learned the trade from a woman named Mrs. Chen, who’d learned it from her father, who’d learned it from his father in a village in China where books were precious and the people who bound them were treated with the same reverence as the people who wrote them. She took me on when I was eighteen, a boy who didn’t know what he wanted to do with his life, who’d dropped out of school and drifted through a series of jobs that meant nothing, who’d walked past her shop one day and seen her through the window, her hands moving over a book with the kind of care that made you stop and watch. She taught me how to sew the signatures, how to shape the spine, how to press the pages until they lay flat and the ink was as sharp as the day it was printed. She taught me that a book wasn’t just paper and glue, that it was a thing that held a life, that the pages were the bones and the cover was the skin and the binding was the breath that kept it all together. She died when I was thirty, and she left me the shop, the tools, and a note that said I was the only person she trusted to keep the books alive.

  I kept the shop after she died, the way she’d kept it after her father died, the way we’d been binding books on that narrow street for as long as anyone could remember. I worked alone, the way she’d worked alone, the way you work when you’re doing something that doesn’t require anyone else, when the thing you’re doing is between you and the book and the hands that are trying to bring it back to life. People brought me books that were falling apart, books that had been in their families for generations, books that had been dropped in the bath, left in the sun, chewed by dogs, thrown across rooms in anger, loved too much and not enough and everything in between. I fixed them. I sewed the pages, shaped the spines, pressed the covers, gave them back to people who held them the way you hold something that’s come back from the dead, something you thought you’d lost, something that’s been waiting for you to find it again. I was good at it, maybe even great, and people came from all over the city to have me bind their books, the ones that mattered, the ones that held the things they couldn’t say out loud, the ones that had been with them through the things that had made them who they were.

  I never married. I never had children. I had the shop, the books, the sense that I was doing something that mattered, that I was keeping things alive that would have died without me, that I was part of a line that stretched back to a village in China where books were precious and the people who bound them were the ones who made sure the words didn’t disappear. I lived above the shop, in a small apartment that was full of books, the ones I’d bound, the ones I’d collected, the ones that had been given to me by people who said they didn’t need them anymore, that they wanted them to be with someone who would care for them the way they’d been cared for. I’d sit in the evening, after the shop was closed, and I’d read the books I’d bound, the ones that held the stories of people I’d never know, the ones that had been written a hundred years ago, two hundred years ago, in languages I didn’t understand but could feel in the weight of the paper, the shape of the letters, the particular way the ink had been laid down by a hand that was long gone but still there, still present, still speaking if you knew how to listen.

  The world changed while I was binding books. The way people read changed, the way they held books, the way they thought about the things that were written on pages that could be torn and stained and lost. People started reading on screens, on devices that didn’t need bindings, that didn’t need someone to sew the signatures and shape the spine, that didn’t need the kind of care that I’d spent my life learning. The books kept coming, but they were different now, not the books that had been in families for generations, but the books that people had bought and read and put on shelves and forgotten, the books that didn’t have the weight of a life behind them, the books that were just things, just objects, just paper and glue that someone had thrown together and sold and moved on from. I kept binding them, because that was what I did, because that was what I’d been taught, because that was the only thing I knew how to do. But I could feel the world moving on without me, the way it moves on from things that were once precious, the way it leaves behind the people who know how to do things that no one needs anymore.

  I was sixty-four years old when I realized that I’d spent my life binding other people’s books and I didn’t have a book of my own. The shop was still there, on the narrow street, in the city that had forgotten it was there. But the customers were fewer now, the books were thinner, the work was harder and paid less and took longer than it used to. I was alone in the shop, the way I’d been alone for most of my life, with the tools Mrs. Chen had left me, with the books that no one wanted, with the silence that had been there since the world stopped needing the things I knew how to do. I closed the shop on a Friday afternoon, the way Mrs. Chen had closed it when she was sick, the way her father had closed it when the war came, the way you close something when you know it’s not coming back. I turned off the lights, locked the door, and stood on the street for a long time, looking at the sign that had been there for as long as anyone could remember, the sign that said “Chen & Son, Bookbinders,” the sign that had been painted by Mrs. Chen’s father, that had been repainted by Mrs. Chen, that had been faded by a hundred years of sun and rain and the particular weather of a city that was changing in ways I didn’t understand.

  I went upstairs to the apartment where I’d lived for forty years, the apartment that was full of books, the ones I’d bound, the ones I’d collected, the ones that had been given to me by people who said they didn’t need them anymore. I sat in the chair where I’d sat for forty years, the one by the window, the one where I could see the street below, the one where I’d watched the world change while I sat in my shop, binding books that no one wanted, keeping alive something that had been dying for a hundred years. I looked at the books, all of them, the thousands of books that filled the shelves, that were stacked on the floor, that were piled on the table where I ate my meals. They were my life, the thing I’d spent my life making, the thing I’d given everything to. And I realized that I’d never written a word in any of them. I’d spent forty-six years binding other people’s words, holding them together, keeping them alive, and I’d never once written down my own.

  The money was a problem. The shop hadn’t made enough to save, and the apartment was old, and the roof was leaking, and the books were starting to mold in the damp, and I didn’t have the money to fix any of it. I was sitting in the chair by the window one night, the books all around me, the rain coming through the roof, the damp eating away at the things I’d spent my life trying to preserve, when I opened my laptop and found myself looking at something I’d never looked at before. I’d seen the ads, the same ads everyone sees, but I’d never clicked. I was a bookbinder, a man who’d spent his life trusting that the things that were written would last, that the pages would hold, that the words would mean something to someone long after the person who wrote them was gone. But that night, with the rain coming through the roof and the books starting to mold and the silence pressing in from all sides, I clicked. I found myself on a site that looked cleaner than I’d expected, less like the flashing neon thing I’d imagined and more like a place that was waiting for me to arrive. I stared at the register at Vavada#mce_temp_url# screen for a long time, my fingers on the keyboard, my heart beating in a rhythm I hadn’t felt in years. I deposited fifty dollars, which was what I’d budgeted for food that week, and I told myself this was the last stupid thing I’d do, the last desperate act of a man who’d spent his life binding other people’s books and was finally, finally ready to see what his own story might be.

  I didn’t know what I was doing. I’d never gambled before, not in casinos, not on cards, not on anything that wasn’t the sure bet of a book that would hold, a spine that wouldn’t crack, a cover that would protect the pages that were inside. I found a game that looked simple, something with a classic feel, three reels and a few lines, nothing that required me to learn a new language or understand a new world. I played the first spin and lost. The second spin, lost. The third spin, lost. I watched the balance tick down from fifty to forty to thirty, and I felt the familiar weight of things not working, the same weight I’d been carrying for forty-six years, the same weight that had settled into my chest the day I closed the shop and realized that the thing I’d spent my life doing didn’t matter anymore. I was about to close the browser, to go back to the chair, to go back to the books, when the screen did something I wasn’t expecting. The reels kept spinning, longer than they should have, and then they stopped in a configuration that made the screen go quiet, the little symbols lining up in a way that seemed almost deliberate, like the moment when you finish binding a book, when you press the cover for the last time, when you open it and see the pages lying flat and the words clear and the thing that was broken finally, finally whole.

  The numbers started climbing. Thirty dollars became a hundred. A hundred became five hundred. Five hundred became two thousand. I sat in the chair by the window, the books all around me, the rain coming through the roof, and I watched the numbers climb like they were telling me a story I’d been waiting my whole life to hear. Two thousand became five thousand. Five thousand became ten thousand. I stopped breathing. I stopped thinking. I just watched, my whole world narrowed to the screen in front of me, the numbers that kept climbing, the impossible arithmetic of a night that was supposed to be just like every other night. Ten thousand became twenty-five thousand. Twenty-five thousand became fifty thousand. The screen stopped at fifty-eight thousand, four hundred dollars. I stared at the number for so long that my laptop screen dimmed and then went dark. I tapped the spacebar, and there it was, still there, fifty-eight thousand dollars, more money than I’d ever had at one time in my entire life. I sat in the chair, the books all around me, the rain still coming through the roof, and I felt something crack open. Not the bad kind of crack, not the kind that breaks you. The kind that lets the light in, the kind that lets you breathe again after you’ve been holding your breath for so long you’d forgotten what it felt like to let go.

  I tried to withdraw, and the site asked for my register at Vavada information again. I typed it in, my hands shaking, my breath coming in short, shallow gasps. The withdrawal screen loaded, and I entered the amount, my heart pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat, in my temples, in the tips of my fingers. I hit confirm, and the screen froze. I waited. I refreshed. I closed the browser and opened it again. I tried to log in from my phone, from the tablet I used for reading the news, from every device I had. Nothing worked. The money was there, on the screen, but I couldn’t reach it. I sat in the chair, the books all around me, and I felt the old despair creeping back, the voice that said this is what happens, this is what always happens, you don’t get to have the thing you want, you’re the bookbinder who never wrote anything of his own, that’s who you are, that’s all you’ll ever be. I was about to give up, to close the laptop and go back to the books, when I remembered something I’d seen on the site’s help page. I searched around, my fingers shaking, my heart pounding, and I found a register at Vavada mirror that looked different, that felt more stable, that loaded in seconds. I entered my information, and this time, the withdrawal went through on the first try. I stared at the confirmation screen, my hands shaking, my eyes burning, and I let out a sound that was half laugh and half something I didn’t have a name for. I sat in the chair for a long time, the books all around me, the rain still coming through the roof, and I let myself feel something I hadn’t let myself feel in forty-six years. I let myself feel like maybe, just maybe, I could write something of my own. I could take the pages I’d been holding for so long and put them down, the way Mrs. Chen had taught me, the way you put down the things you’ve been carrying, the way you let them be what they were meant to be.

  I used the money to fix the roof, the one that had been leaking for years, the one that had been letting the rain in on the books I’d spent my life binding. I fixed the walls, the windows, the floor that was warped from the damp. I bought new shelves, the kind that would hold the books the way they were meant to be held, upright, solid, the spines facing out, the titles clear, the words waiting for someone to read them. And then I did something I’d never done before. I took out a blank book, one I’d bound myself, with paper I’d chosen and thread I’d sewn and a cover I’d pressed with my own hands. And I started to write. I wrote about Mrs. Chen, who’d taught me that a book was a thing that held a life. I wrote about the books I’d bound, the ones that had been in families for generations, the ones that had been dropped in baths and left in the sun and chewed by dogs, the ones that had been loved too much and not enough and everything in between. I wrote about the people who’d brought them to me, the ones who’d held them the way you hold something that’s come back from the dead, the ones who’d said thank you and meant it, the ones who’d told me that the book was the only thing that had gotten them through, that the words were the only thing that had kept them alive. I wrote for months, the way I’d bound for years, with the same care, the same patience, the same sense that I was doing something that mattered, that I was keeping something alive that would have died without me.

  I finished the book on a Friday afternoon, the same day I’d closed the shop, the same day I’d locked the door and stood on the street and watched the world move on without me. I pressed the cover for the last time, the way Mrs. Chen had taught me, the way you press a cover when you want it to hold, when you want it to protect the pages that are inside, when you want it to be the thing that keeps the words safe for as long as they need to be kept. I opened it, and I saw the pages lying flat, the words clear, the thing that had been broken finally, finally whole. I sat in the chair by the window, the book in my hands, the rain stopped, the sun coming through the window the way it had come through for a hundred years, and I felt something I hadn’t felt in forty-six years. I felt like I’d written something that mattered. I felt like I’d made something that would last. I felt like I’d done what I was supposed to do.

  I don’t gamble anymore. I don’t need to. I got what I came for, and it wasn’t the fifty-eight thousand dollars, although that was part of it. It was the book. It was the pages I wrote, the words I put down, the thing I made with my own hands after a lifetime of making things for other people. It was the register at Vavada mirror that loaded when the other door wouldn’t open, the reflection of a moment when I decided to stop binding other people’s stories and start telling my own. I’m seventy years old now. The shop is closed, but the apartment is full of books, the ones I bound, the ones I collected, the one I wrote. I sit in the chair by the window, the way I’ve sat for forty years, and I read the words I wrote, the ones that came from somewhere I didn’t know was there, the ones that were waiting for me to find them, the ones that are mine now, the ones that will be here after I’m gone. I think about Mrs. Chen, who taught me that a book was a thing that held a life. I think about the books I bound, the lives I held, the words I kept safe. I think about the register at Vavada mirror, the door that opened when I didn’t know where else to go, the chance to write something of my own after a lifetime of writing nothing. I took that chance. I wrote the book. And now it’s here, on the shelf, with the others, waiting for someone to read it, waiting for someone to hold it, waiting for someone to know that the words were written by a man who spent his life binding other people’s books and finally, finally wrote his own. That’s the story. That’s the only story that matters. That’s the one I’ll leave behind.

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